Today was overall and OK day i guess. i have yet to go to the gym and im loosing motivation....I caved and got me Caribou Coffee Cooler which are REALLY effing bad so im kind of sitting here hating my life on top of all my other problems... Maybe if i run a little it will help with that "fat" feeling i get. I get the feeling of lump in my stomach when i think i eat to much; i dont know sometimes i wonder if i have an light type of eating disorder. I might not physically put the finger in my throat; but i do a lot of times get scared of getting fat by eating things that arent the healthiest....Food for thought i guess.


Quote of the day:

"You will never always be motivated. You will have to learn to discipline"

well isnt that ironic.