The beginning

My whole life I have been teased. I've done stupid "fad diets", "A.C.E" pills, wraps, etc. You name it chances are I have probably done it. I had people in my life who called me fat, threw my lunch away, told me never to eat (of course this was in my ugly duckling stage) which does scar you for life. I grew up having a self body image loathing! I look(ed) in the mirror before school or work, literally pull at my fat and just wish/imagine what I would look like skinnier or fitter. In college I hit a phase where it was every few months i go through a workout spurt, loose 15 lbs then i fall off the train! Its upsetting, so i kind of want to use this blog as a journal through my struggle like my last resort. Post progress, through my hard days where I just want to eat a whole cake and nothing else. I work at Anytime Fitness, so i get a FREE gym membership; I haven't used it to my fullest potential. The trainers there are AMAZING! So I want to use that to my advantage; I want to be HAPPY. I have the most amazing support, my boyfriend of over a year is big into fitness as well as his family. Before we move to Utah and I graduate college, I want to sit there and say "I did it". I'm not blind of oblivious, I know its going to be a lifelong process. I just want to look at the before picture and the after and say DAMN Rebecca. you. have. come. so. far. I want to be that fit couple with Ryan. Run in a sports bra. and honestly, I want to do a competition. So its not pretty but here is my first before/during picture below. I just hope to look a year later and smile from ear to ear. 

XOXO

Becky 

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